My life is completely void at the moment. 
I don’t want to sleep and once I do I don’t want to wake up.

I have no hobbies, no social life.

I don’t WANT a social life because of my horrible anxiety and agoraphobia towards leaving my ‘comfort zone’.

I need SOMETHING to break this hum drum life cycle up.

I want to be proactive.

I feel like something is missing and I can’t place a finger on it.

I feel like I need to find my little place in this world. :/ 

drmicah:

Fall Out Boy | It’s Hard To Say “I Do” When I Don’t

“You’re appealing to emotions that I simply do not have. Blackmail myself, ‘cause I ain’t got anyone else.”